Uh... hey everyone! As you know I'm currently camera-less. I know it's been a while since I posted anything up but I really need to clear my head on a few things. I also have moved within the past month. So I need to re-search for a job haha. I'm still kinda settling in. It's kinda hard to be here. I moved into a house that I lived in for like EVER! There are alot of memories that I would like to forget... but I just don't know how. It seems as though I am allowed to forget for a short period of time before I get reminded of the those memories. It's hard to forget alot of things that has gone on in my life...

But on some other news. I got back with my ex(Wich is never a good idea...). I don't know if shes really in love with me. I think shes more in love with the "idea" of me. Like she expects me to be someone I'm not... and I'm not having that. Shes so immature. Shes loud and she hates it when she doesn't get her way. But it hurts me to leave her... I know I deserve better... but sometimes it's hard to forget the past. What we had and what we have now are two completely different things... I hurts to know you have to give up on something for your own sake and beliefs.

Until next time...


P.S - I haven't forgotten about the "1,000 pageview" photoshoot... I'm currently looking for a camera and still looking for a location and model. I may just model it myself. But until then...
Goodbye :